Tuesday, December 20, 2005
vacation starts
whoa. at long last. it`s already vacation. no more studies! whew!
speaking of that..
got the results of the exam. and it`s a bit surprising..
i almost dropped my jaw when our zoo Lec prof announced that i was the highest on the exam. sheer luck? maybe. there were some things she didn`t discuss at all so i`m like.. "whoaaaa!" anyway, the same happened for the chem Lec, i was on the top again. [talk about bragging.. not!!] i really didn`t expect it but i knew that i was gonna get an okay score. oh well..
here`s something. when i checked my grade on the CEUSiS [stands for Centro Escolar University Student Information System.. if i`m not mistaken], i saw this:
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zoo Lec : 1.5 ; zoo Lab : 2.0; + combined --> 1.75
chem Lec : 1.75; chem Lab: 1.75 + combined --> 1.75
math : 1.0 (i know. i can`t believe it too)
filipino : 1.5
english : 1.5
PE : 1.25
psych : 1.25
polsci : 2.75 !!!!!!
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yeah, it`s freakin' 2.75! i didn`t even know what was his basis. we didn`t know. it`s like this.. he lectures, he doesn`t get attendance, he doesn`t give recitations, he only gave a single quiz and the prelim. plus, he doesn`t even know our names! and he`s frequently absent in class. his fave words are "uloooool" and "ladies and gentlemen..". he talks like a friar. a gay friar. wtf?!! okay, so i`m mean. but he`s very mean. he gave our president a 3.5. and she`s the most industrious in the class. so we were all asking "what the hell"!? nobody got a good grade! anyway, we haven`t talked to him yet. so maybe we can negotiate our grades. bummer. i can`t be on the dean`s list again with a grade like that.
another bewilderment was that my chem prof also announced that i`m qualified for being the "best in organic chemistry" including our president. we need to get 1.5 in the midterm to be "that". haha. i really haven`t imagined myself being one of the best in class since like what i said, i haven`t been like this in high school. but still, i`m happy for that. ((:
in the case of my depression, well, i`m glad i`m recovering. i sure hope it goes away. i hate being sad when i`m not supposed to. and i mean, it`s christmas, gimme a break. and speaking of christmas, i haven`t missed any Simbang gabi yet. yey! so maybe i`m getting the strength from praying. ((:
i would like something -piggy- for christmas. ((:
6:41 PM
henzy-licious!
guess what?! it`s my dearest henzel`s birthday today!! :D happy birthday bezcuz!! ((: oh how i miss this girl. so thin yet full of substance. =p hehehe!
stay pretty!! ((:
hey guys, stop drooling! :D
iLoveuuu henzy!!
2:10 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
two years ago..
it was so unimaginable to be with * (: * that day. i could never forget the little things i encountered that night.. the jeepney, the mickey mouse t-shirt, the middle-brush up style of my hair, the toys, the song "Bulaklak" (which was hot then), not to mention OchoOcho. the footlong, the long walks, and the hands. a perfect moment, one might say. okay, so it was not a
sosyal thing but basically it was memorable. and it all started there.
it`s not bad to reminisce, right?!
c`mon, gimme some chance to be mushy!! :D
i just miss the person so much you know.
xii xiv o3
9:31 PM
teary eyed.
did i say curse on my last post?
you bet i did. but it was not so bad after all.. i got 1.5 for filipino, and as for chemLab, i got 53/70 which i think was ok. i'm not complaining. i had my prelim in P.E. a while ago and i was shocked because i thought it was only written but we had a practical! i got 1.5 again for the said practical dancing routine. (tiklos, if i remember it right) anyway, a strange thing happened to my face a while ago, maybe that was 7:30am? i couldn't quite tell because my face really looked like a fresh red tomato (but i`m not for sale!). it kinda bugged me because almost all of my classmates were like, "what happened to your face? it's really reddish". i was soooo embarrassed and wanted to get my butt out of there but of course i didn't. good thing after a while i was back to normal. but it was itchy and i felt so hot. allergy?!!
okay. PBB madness yesterday on ABS-CBN. they were giving tribute to PBB the whole day! haha! :D i was glad Nene, who got my vote (of course aside from Say), became the first PBB Big Winner. she is totally awesome!! she really deserves to win 6 million worth of prizes. ((:
i was so madddd at JB because he's a jerk! i don't like him at all in the first place. if it wouldn't be for Say i would definitely not notice him. and Angelica was ughh.. never mind. if i was Say, i would just pick Sam to be my boyfriend!! :D
and the other news...
i was disappointed though because of one thing which i won't elaborate again further. i'm kind of a private person now, you know? i have so many secrets i really should keep. anyway, i just didn't give it much thought, well, i lied coz i did.. haha. :D but i think i`m okay now.
it was really awkward you know? my mom came into the room and i was like, "i`m soooo saaaaadddd.." she gave me advice and though i cried in front of her, she told me to let it all out. haha. i loved that moment. it was like i felt a bonding with my mom that has never happened before. i`m aware i haven`t showed her much of what i feel inside, but i`m glad she was there. and she still is. ((:
8:32 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
5 freakin` exams
hey, i'm back again to update you with daily shits. ((:
so on my last post i blabbed about a problem which has now turned out to be just fine. isn`t it great? i can now breathe normally and not count sheeps for me to sleep at night. hehe! i was so glad it didn`t turn out to be a big deal. so what`s the problem anyway? i won`t tell you anymore because as i said.. it was no big deal. :D [right.]
so, tomorrow's the big day. to tell you the truth, i have lots of things to do and i dunno why i still have the time to post. haven`t studied a thing yet. urgh.
trigonometry prelim was okay. good it didn`t kill me. well, almost. :D
i hope things will be okay now. well, i should fix my personality problem so i won`t be a burden to others. am i making any sense? maybe not.
curse zoo.
curse chem.
curse psych.
curse english.
curse pol sci.
curse myself.
7:56 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
got caught!
i thought this day was gonna be A-OK. hmm. but it`s not what it seems.
so ok, i found the zoology lab prelim quite easy. but before the exam, something unpleasant happened.
i don`t even wanna remember it!!
coz everytime i do, i get sooo embarrassed for myself.
i won`t elaborate on what happened, but i`ll tell you bits of it.
you know the feeling of being caught with something you`ve been doing discreetly? well, that`s what exactly what i felt a while ago.. and still, right now. i feel so helpless. that i wanna run, or even worse, i wanna die. now, are you getting a picture of it?
good if you can relate.
so far i have no idea what will happen next. i have to wait a little longer. and honestly i feel so worried about it. urggh. okay. next topic.
i`m on a *diet* right now. haha. :D i don`t feel like eating. it`s okay coz i can save money and christmas is fast approaching!! +______+ i know people will be asking for gifts again. damn.
i hope i can go back to bicol again this christmas. i`m invited by a cousin to participate in a *debut-like* thing and i`m gonna be a debutant. well, that`s cool. coz i know i won`t have a debut on my 18th birthday. 90% sure.
i have like, four exams on saturday?! hahaha. :D good luck to me. here they are:)
-zoo Lec
-chem Lab
-psych
-english
-pol sci
oh, wait.. that`s 5!! i think my nose will be bleeding before, during, and after exams! haha! :D
and also 2 exams on friday:)
-filipino
-trigo
ok. bye for now. i`m gonna *study*. yea right. as if i`m on the mood.
5:36 PM
new layout.
ok. i decided to make this blog very public. you know, promote it. hehe. :D
notice the new layout? haha. i finally learned how to do such thing. yey! i can say i learned a lot since i contributed a skin. oh well. mature stuffs for me now. set aside cinnamoroll. :D
6:55 in the morning! and i still have a freakin` zoo lab prelim. i honestly haven`t studied at all. so, i dunno if what grade am i gonna get. good luck to me!
can`t post any longer. hafta eat my breakfast and take a bath.
ta-ta. :D
6:57 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
a tribute.
december 3 was the day henzy, dhea, and i became "bezcousins". i cannot forget it because dhea and i were worried that time because we knew that henzy was anorexic, and we keep on texting each other.
anyway, that was the start of a sweet friendship. ((:
we were not blood relatives you know, but there was this thing that binds us together.. we were like real life sisters.
but time changes, and now, i miss them both. i know i haven`t really been a friend to them lately, i don`t even know what they are up to now. so many shortcomings, eh?
but one thing`s for sure.. i love them both.
5:39 AM
